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Poor You, Part Two

by Jinxbox

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1.
Honey Head 01:37
Honey Head I’d lay on the floor but kissing the sky is better better no body no more you’re fluttering like a feather better my mind is a rose the sun is an attic sweater the thicker it grows the harder I am to measure much better
2.
Blinds 04:19
Blinds I want to be held and sliced into like a book with a well-read page opened in the crook of their knees to be read where I lay I want to be someone’s pendulum moving cross the room to put on my shoes loop the laces of their breathing let them memorize the way I move my body is made of crushed little stars I think I’m thinking too hard I feel nauseous in my own skin will you close the blinds when I come in? someone close the blinds behind me when I come in I want to be held and wept into a dreamworld to be crept into
3.
Camping w/ Strangers I’m not a person don’t have a name can’t say it’s worth it to become one graceless to be someone’s body bag I’m hard to talk to I fear my mouth don’t let me walk you to the doorway of me show me your way plant your flag I’m not a poison I’m not the girl with no spine who let the boys in I’m mine bodiless, divine please don’t speak tonight I’ll float a little longer up here where I’m stronger
4.
Rubee 05:18
Rubee rubee water my dreams are you real, can you scream? rain me out reign supreme rubee lure me to mending to me you’re like the ending velvet god of pretending you’re not an amnesiac and anyone would agree that you’re so far above me what do you think of me? rubee rupture the night bless the dark with the light try me once, maybe twice but I will be your fallback cause anyone would agree that you’re so far above me is this how I want somebody to love me?
5.
Creepheart 03:40
Creepheart it’s been awhile since I felt this bad not suicidal but my own code red if I don’t smile will you understand? if I didn’t smile you still wouldn’t understand I wrote down I was in love with myself now I barely have enough for someone else if I had never filled a role what story would I tell? if I had never filled a role drag me, sweetheart drug me, creepheart it’s been awhile since I heard you sing maybe you’re growing fond of ugly things if you worked harder would you be so mean? a little smarter, less attached to things you could be better, leave a lighter sting you could be better, couldn’t you? drag me, sweetheart drug me, creepheart
6.
Pacific 01:15
Pacific how do I cope? I do and don’t perceive you are you impressed? I made a mess on hands and knees I need you you toothless shark leaving no mark find someone else to feed you
7.
Cruel 03:56
Cruel I’m cruel I’m not just saying that for you, dear so talk to me just talk to me I’m here I’m here I’ll call I find it hard to care at all, dear but talk to me please talk to me I’m here right here I love you much I love you much more than it may sometimes seem you are my truest dream what if I’d never turned eighteen? I’d sing you back to sleep
8.
Advice 03:49
Advice I’m so tired of being the dumb one I’m so tired of bleeding for someone I’m ready to be rid of you so maybe I’ll feel normal soon I’m so tired of being the bleak one too weighed down to know how to be young I’m ready to begin brand new here’s hoping I’ll be normal soon this semester I stared at my walls a lot thinking open and empty and washed out thoughts don’t be stupid do something with what you’ve got I’ll try to change my point of view still wish I had something better to prove
9.
Egotopia 02:47
Egotopia blue girl in bloom up in her room is it a flutter of panic or a stab? do you miss your mom or do you miss your dad? why be a mother if beauty makes you sad? egotopia egotopia egotopia egotopia egotopia egotopia egotopia sweet myopia egotopia
10.
Cliffside 04:34
Cliffside cease to exist but still you’re in the thick of it no longer caring if you’re missed doesn’t matter, you’re still part of this play your part in this too reliant to resist you’re falling from the cliffside again can’t you see where all cliffsides must end? I know that most of all you love the fall but what happens when you can’t swim? don’t you’re gonna make it this time you say it’s only a matter of time before it is too much and you just give up it’s calmer at the bottom cease and desist but you are just an item on a long checklist start doing something and commit doesn’t matter you’ll be back here in a bit dipping toes in the abyss too compliant to resist you’re falling from the cliffside again can’t you see where all cliffsides must end? I know that most of all you love the fall but what happens when you can’t swim? you’re acting like you’re stupid this time can’t say I’m all that surprised don’t wanna take the blame you’re so ashamed you’ve come to love the bottom you’ve come to be a problem if only you could solve it
11.
Want Me 04:03
Want Me calm is a shy, temporary loan during summers I’m worst when I’m at home thanks Spotify for coming to the rescue what’re you up to? you go beyond any sound I’ve heard not so much a song as a play on words maybe it’s wrong, but I wanna tell you and I might as well run through your headlights you are great, what do you want me for? I want to be adored I feel sometimes soft and out of place on off days my mind’s a fist around your face maybe unkind, but you’re cool to talk to is it cool to walk through your insides? you are great, what do you want me for? I want to be adored hello fate, what could you need me for? already cut the cord love too late who I had been before can’t I just be adored?
12.
Miriam 05:00
Miriam quiet and removed dreamy sheaf of moods see it on her face gold and gloom and grace listen to the small stars dissolving listen to the small stars dissolving listen to the small stars dissolving listen to the small stars dissolving listen to the last bars resolving listen to the small stars dissolving
13.
Part Two 02:20
Part Two too warm conformal this is proof you have to go so soon you have to go so soon I swallow the moon you had to go you needed water more than food I mourn the loss of being touched much more than you more than I mourn for you poor you part two

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released October 7, 2018

Written by:

Micah Rubin, Alex Kite, Zara London-Southern, Matias Van Order Gonzalez

Zara London-Southern: Instrumentation, Vocals, Lyrics

Alex Kite: Instrumentation

Micah Rubin: Instrumentation

Matias Van Order Gonzalez: Instrumentation

Produced, engineered, mixed, and mastered by Matias Van Order Gonzalez

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